It seems as if the more we let go, the more we experience love. Love is beyond everything else - anxiety, desire, hope, resentment. Love is openhearted, demands nothing, and needs nothing. It is more likely to visit when our desires are quiet, when we don’t need or want much, and when we accept that everything we love is not permanent but is with us at this very moment.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds,
No one ever said that lifes an easy thing.
Thats the beauty of it, when you lose your way,
close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

Not gonna be a happy post tonight.
It seems like the gaps are going bigger.
I tried.
It seems hard.
Effort = Time doesnt match
Everyone's going different path.
Life's getting more and more depressing.

Nothing ever works well.
I have trust issues.
Whatever that is, Life goes on.
I know that.


So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

Oprah Winfrey

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

The Saltwater Room
Owl City

What will I do when I'm bored and alone at home?
Turn on the music and blast it!
*I know you want me, you know I want cha* mode activated

I tend to fall asleep easily.
Like yesterday, I fell asleep while watching my drama with my laptop turned on.
And today, I fell asleep on the couch while watching TV.
And tomorrow, maybe I will fall asleep while driving? (TOUCH WOOD!)
Nah I wont. I'm a safe driver.

At least today wasnt a boring Sunday.
Went lok lok with K.H and YJ just now.
Hang out at my lake there for a while with K.H and we saw "4 legged snake", big big big tortoise and the annoying chiwawa.
Sometimes, just sitting down at my lake giving food to the fishes is nice and relaxing. Minus the chiwawa part.Luckily, K.H's not afraid of dogs(couldn't imagine if he was). If not both of us will be running around the lake screaming. LOL

It's all about Tiffany. Since I always bully her at home and everywhere, I shall dedicate this update to her. I'm a very mean aunty. And she's my little assistant. Even though, she can be naughty, cheeky, chatterbox,annoying, asking too many questions lil niece but she can be a real sweetie pie sometimes ( taking care of her lil bros and doing everything i asked her too).
♥ Darling sweetie pie makes my day ♥

Tiffany with her lil bro, Glinton

Pictures updated *Update Update* Hurray!

From Mr.Yeoh.K.H's Birthday.
Boom Boom Pow Time.
Playing firecrackers like kids at "4 Poles".

We had a long break today.Singing mode activated. And there's only one place that we could go and that is The Redbox!There's 10 of us, but we wouldn't wanna be separated this time, so we decided to have a big room to ourselves.And hey, if i were to go Redbox, I need my lappie to be with me. I need my pinyin lyrics.While singing, our newly crowned "King of Gamble" Mr.YJ decided to play a few rounds. I lost RM2.And and we sang many many songs.And towards the end, everyone went quite high and started dancing. Yay!

THE GUILTY BABY LIZARD MURDERER

I JUST DROWNED A LIZARD.THE ONLY WEAPON I HAVE IN THE TOILET IS WATER.AND I DECIDED TO SPRAY ON IT.AND AND IT'S JUST A BABY LIZARD.IT'S JUST A BABY...DADDY AND MUMMY LIZARD MUST BE WAITING FOR BABY LIZARD TO GO HOME. I WONDER HOW'S THEIR REACTION IF THEY FOUND OUT THAT BABY LIZARD'S DEAD? I GOTTA FEELING THEY'LL COME BACK FOR REVENGE. MAYBE THEY'LL COME AND BITE ME.OH NO.OR THEY'LL PEE ON ME WHEN I'M SLEEPING.