Dear lil N70,

I missed you .I missed you so so much.You're always there when I need you and now you're dysfunctional.It hurts me so much to know that you are dysfunctional.You're irreplaceble even though I could find another you in 5 minutes.But no, I won't find another you because I knew that you're the one for me. My heart ached badly when I see the keeps on blinking indicating that no more space is left for even one text message. I sacrificed so much for you,I deleted most of my pictures and songs just to get you to function normally,but you ended up disappointing me.It's just the first day of your dysfunctionality,I dunno how am I going to live without you when you're sent away.

Lurve,
Your Owner

Sick and tired of everything that's happening around me. I seem so happy on the outside but deep inside me I'm full with worries.Worries that nobody can see or understand.Worried that what if all my 'what if's' come true one day.I've already been through it once,I really don't want it to repeat. It hurts.It really does. Cos i cared about both of them and I seriously don't want any of them to leave me.I felt really insecure..and useless being a daughter who can't do anything to protect anyone from getting hurt...All I can do is shed tears and felt so hopeless..

My 19th Birthday Celebration!