Everyone has a past, but that’s just it—it’s in the past. You can learn from it, but you can’t change it.
What passed has passed. Whatever things that happened definitely won't happen again. I'm glad I've really moved one, make the right decision, be with the right person who actually cares for me. ♥
Life's good.


P.S : Can't wait to wear my new dresses for CNY =)

Love fooling around with daddy's ancient shades♥

Don't plan or predict love.
It is an exception to everything that you can plan
Love is the one wild card.
♥

I wish
♥
It will be easier/simple
I wish
♥
I could say the right thing at the right time
I wish
♥
I could turn back time
I wish
♥
I didn't feel how I feel now
I wish
♥
no more emo/moody-ness
I wish
♥
for happiness

P.S: Everything will be fine right?
Yeah. Everything will be fine..

Be strong , girl.......

Is there anything wrong with my phone, my sim card, his phone, his coverage, or he's hitting the gym?
No reply makes me worried
=(
Maybe i said something wrong?
=(

*Bunny sign * =3

A date with my BFF

It's been really really long time since we last hang out. We both have been staying in KL for quite some time but never officially meet up.I missed her. Yesterday was great. We updated each other on what's happening in our lives and yeah, just girls talk. *Heart to heart* Should've done this earlier woman.Reminiscing back our old times.
*Late night calls, crush here and there problems, sneaking out, figuring out so called reason for my dad to allow me to go out,shopping, try to escape from our sports practice. XD)
Miss that moments la.
We're all grown up now.
♥When we're in Form 4 i think..errr...that's what you call memories i guess. Lol

Last Night by Lee Hom ♥

Sometimes, small small things is enough to make me happy.♥

Lee Jam Jam had her first Tumblr Account.
Yay.
Follow her at :
http://jellyjamie.tumblr.com/
She's been bugging me whole night to teach her bout the setup.
Ended up she settle all by herself.
Clever girl.. (#flat wor. XD)
Cos my brain was too tired to answer her question.
♥

Finished EXAM!
Finally.
Been out whole day doing the typical stress release way for girls : SHOPPPING!
Got real tired.

I just want to curl into a ball and hibernate for 3 days 3 nights.♥

We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs. They hold our hands and sit on our laps. They whisper things like “It’s okay. I understand. I too have been sad.” They remind us that sad is okay. It’s not always bad. It is just sad. We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs because they light a little light. They are the hope that we are not alone. Even in sadness. Someone else was there. They wrote about it. They captured it. And they want you to know they understand.

All the things in life are never meant to last, so do people, you can never hold on to something forever, so learn to live and let go..

Don't worry.. I have my babies (Big dolphin, small dolphin, penguin and piggy) to support me.
I'm fine =)

Can I have the little miss sunshine back?
The one who shines for people to be happy not the one that got everyone worried bout her.

It's time to wake myself up.
Back to reality.
I have to be tough.
It's not easy but I will slowly pick up the pieces and make it into one ..
I couldn't continue to be this way.
I’ll be brave because the world doesn’t stop for broken hearts ..♥

It's FRIDAY!
Just came back from watching Guliver's Travel . It was an okay okay movie. Managed to make me laugh though.It's been a long long week for me.Stress, tired cos sleeping time changed to 5 am almost everyday due to exam and silly stuff, stress again, mood swings, lots of blank stares, silly tears, sad songs, lots and lots lots more.How can so many things happened in just a few days...
.



I read his blog.
I saw his status.
I listened to the song he posted.
I'm touched
and
I'm really sorry
I hope he will be fine..
I hope he can understand ..

Okays. Enough of those EMO post. I'll be fine my dear readers. Just need LOTS of salmon, TONS of sundae cone,SOME comedies, LOTS of shopping needed. Bags, shoes, clothes. I won't let you go this time.I'm going to shop til i drop. Screw my life. I'm going to reward and pamper myself with some manicure and pedicure when I'm back to Penang. Then I'll be all ready for Chinese New Year. Oh ya, not to forget too. Gonna spoil myself with good good food and become the world's fattest woman! Yay.

I'm tired......
I don't know what to do.
It's a screwed up life that nobody will understand.
Walk out of my life, yeah, just walk.
When I got hurt, When i needed someone, When I felt the worst, nobody's there to make me feel better.

She needs time to heal.
She's afraid.
She doesn't know what to do.
She can't sleep.
Even sleeping with her broken hearted.
She can't concentrate.
She tries to move on to a really sweet relationship with someone who really cares for her.
But she really needs time TO HEAL after everything that happened
She's really really sorry to ruin his mood.
Really really really SORRY
She read his blog
And it makes her feel even worse ....
She fell for someone who isn't there to catch her
She hates to FALL HARD and STAND UP BACK by herself.
She HATES hurting people but ended up hurting people and herself.
She's sorry for all the emo post recently, but yeah. Shit happens in her life.
and it just happened today.
5 AM in the morning.
Waking up with a super headache, gastric and heartache.
With her second last paper tomorrow, I wonder how is she going to survive.

He never fails to make beautiful and nice songs.
Love his songs
Presenting ...Wang Lee Hom with Firewood , Rice, Salt...
Forget it.
I shall paste the chinese title
*SMILES*

王力宏- 『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』

such a shweet shweet song♥

So sorry that i hurt you...

I dislike FOUL language!

Life's not fair
For everything good things that will happen, there's always sacrifices behind there
Why couldn't everything just happen without anyone getting hurt in the process?
i dont want to make choices
I just want everything to be back to normal
I dont mind, getting hurt myself cos i noe i can bounce back quickly( just like how i did everytime)
but..
one word
I dont usually sigh
cos i dont like people to sigh
but this time
HAIHS!

I know what i need
A HUG
and someone to tell me that
"everything's going to be okay"
*headache*
I really hope that you can understand me..
And it's 3 AM in the morning
*still staring at the Famous Amos cookies*

I love the chorus!!

I wanna go beach,
cover my toes with the soft soft sand,
listen to the waves,
watching the sunset,
til later at night
look up the sky see the stars twinkling and shining at me
just completely shut down my brain
make it stop thinking
*take a deep deep breath*

♥

How I start my wonderful first day of exam?

Slept at 5 am and woke up at 6 am.
Greeted by a cockroach right at the bathroom door
I couldn't scream for help cos it was 6am in the morning. So I told Lee Jamie who was sleeping,
I was like "Jamie, there's a cockroach staring at me"
and
she's like " I cannot see, I'm not wearing my specs" *sleeps back*
Great. What a bestie.
So i stare and stare and stare at the cockroach. Hoping that it'll get my message and goes away. LOL.
But it didn't.
Running out of time, I threw my slipper and it got killed.

The main point of this post is to announce to my beloved blog readers that
I MANAGED TO KILL A COCKROACH ON MY OWN!
it's an achievement!
=)

That's just the first part of my wonderful morning.
The second part was followed by a super super cold shower at 6 AM in the morning.
Trust me, cold shower was a torture.
Especially when it was 6AM in the morning.
Cold til.........
Indescribable

Third part of my wonderful morning
At 7 something , I received a wake up message from "someone" who i like to call "someone" but apparently he wants me to call him Lawrence Law.
=)
But anyways, he woke up so early just to wake me up .
Wished me luck.
And he slept back
*Pig as always*
Thank you
<3

Dear Finance,

i will treat you ice cream and lolipops if you have more calculations than theory on Friday.
=)

I've heard this song centuries ago but didn't really know the story behind this song. After listening to this song together with it's lyrics only I know the sad sad story behind this song.
Don't wait til it's too late....

After some time I’ve finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I’m searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I’m sorry ’bout the things I’ve done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s crying while she’s saying this

Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you traveled so far boy I’m sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I’m going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
Friends

Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s cried while she’s saying this

Chorus

Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said


P.S : I need to release stress at 4am in the morning after whole night of brain cracking finance..

It's Tiffany's first day in primary school.Too bad I miss this important moment. Sis in law sent me photos of her wearing her school uniform. Called her last Friday which is her first day of orientation. She told me every detail. So cute la. She's like her classroom is placed on the second floor, she's the shortest among all her classmates(ahem, sounds familiar right.XD), she used the pencil case that i bought her and the happiest thing is she told me that she met a lot of new friends and she's happy in her new school. Really glad to hear that =)

A heart is a fragile thing. That’s why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile than others. Purer somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass, even the way they shatter is beautiful

New Year Eve celebrated with my dear housemates and friends.
31/12/2010
Last day of 2010


Venue : PV10


Food of the night : Dominoes Pizza



The silly pigeon on Alvin's laptop that keep all the guys in the house addicted to.


Pizza pizza! =)
(Before)


(After)


(and after after after )




Me with the ugly specs and the silly guys at the back doing silly things.=D


I like this!


The dolphin at the back belongs to meee..


Poker face





Ooops


Getting high-er.. I need my big dolphin for support. haha




The finger doesn't belong to me or Lee Jamie. It belongs to one of the drunkard on the sofa.


All half dead


The silly guys


Obviously Pok's drunk. He ended up calling his GF and talk nonsense. Haha. That's what drunk people do.


Oh my eyes...


Ming kor certified that JJ is drunk at 12.01 am.


Jev and Poks. Poks looks hornayy. haha

<3