Sick and tired of everything that's happening around me. I seem so happy on the outside but deep inside me I'm full with worries.Worries that nobody can see or understand.Worried that what if all my 'what if's' come true one day.I've already been through it once,I really don't want it to repeat. It hurts.It really does. Cos i cared about both of them and I seriously don't want any of them to leave me.I felt really insecure..and useless being a daughter who can't do anything to protect anyone from getting hurt...All I can do is shed tears and felt so hopeless..