I'm tired......
I don't know what to do.
It's a screwed up life that nobody will understand.
Walk out of my life, yeah, just walk.
When I got hurt, When i needed someone, When I felt the worst, nobody's there to make me feel better.

She needs time to heal.
She's afraid.
She doesn't know what to do.
She can't sleep.
Even sleeping with her broken hearted.
She can't concentrate.
She tries to move on to a really sweet relationship with someone who really cares for her.
But she really needs time TO HEAL after everything that happened
She's really really sorry to ruin his mood.
Really really really SORRY
She read his blog
And it makes her feel even worse ....
She fell for someone who isn't there to catch her
She hates to FALL HARD and STAND UP BACK by herself.
She HATES hurting people but ended up hurting people and herself.
She's sorry for all the emo post recently, but yeah. Shit happens in her life.
and it just happened today.
5 AM in the morning.
Waking up with a super headache, gastric and heartache.
With her second last paper tomorrow, I wonder how is she going to survive.