I was browsing through my friend's blog when I suddenly thought of my little bloggie here.An update will be perfect to end my night. Here I am blogging from Sheffield, UK. A very awesome and memorable experience to be staying here for 3 months. Even though I really miss my family members and food back in Malaysia, but I know it's only 3 months I will be here so it's better I enjoy my life here than regret it when I go back to Malaysia months later. 
I am really grateful to be here with my closest friend and my dearest boyfriend. It's really really great because we are able to share this wonderful experience together. It's more than I could ever ask for, being there for each other at this wonderful place.. heaven! From Malaysia to UK, I'm really happy that you are here with me. I *hearts* you (smiles)

Twenty Two Love

Dearest made it himself. Me meltssssss.

Me turns twenty two!

I had an extra 7 hours to celebrate my birthday this year and everything was so freaking awesome. Even though my family was far away from me this year, but they make sure they wish me on time and always there for me. I'm so touched. Thanks to dearest dear and my wonderful friends, this year's birthday is definitely a very memorable one in my whole lifetime. 

The awesome one

It’s time for a new update on my precious lil bloggie after a whole one month plus of being left in loneliness. Update update on my life. I just finished two months plus of work in G2000. I make quite a number of new friends there. They were all very nice people. I had a lot of fun working with them. I am really grateful to have mummy, daddy, sis in law and bro each take turn to fetch me go and back from work. Oh, and not to forget, MY SAYANG, who will always fetch whenever he is back to Penang! :D

Maybe I don’t earn a lot from this job in salary wise, but I do know that I earn a lot of realization of hardness in life from this job.  I learnt that I am lucky enough to have family members that are always there supporting me in everything that I do.  I learnt that I have someone who is always true towards me, the one that I could spill my hearts out on how I feel and he will understand.  I learnt that this world is a very competitive world. I learnt that the clothes in my shop are expensive. I learnt that it is not a very good idea for me to work in a shopping mall.XD

Back to my life now, life is awesome. I just got complained yesterday on the lack of update of my blog from my very loyal fan. Now I UPDATE. You better read properly, because from this sentence onwards it will be all about you.❤

I am the happiest when I am with you. I finally have someone that supports and encourages me all these while when I am going through my hard times. You’re always there for me, taking care of me when I am sick, wiping away all my silly tears, sharing my deepest secret, have fun together. And yes, you are one of the reasons why my blog is so lack of update apart from me not having internet connection at home. XD

Alright, the words will never be enough to show how much you have done for me, so I will stop writing because I know I will not be able to finish writing on the things that you had done for me. That was just the teaser….  :D

Helooooo, it's almost a month since my last update. Been too busy working. Nevermind, one more month and I will be freee. Weee. Life is really great right now. I kinda ran out of things to blog because I haven't really been going out lately and my days are quite routinized. But I have some photos to share on my niece and nephew's birthday celebration recently. They celebrated in MCD. It was cute and I can see that they're happy which makes me happy as well.
Happy Birthday Tiffany and Glinton.
Your "aunty" ( gugu) wish you both grow up being a healthy , smart and good kid. Don't be so naughty and I won't scold and nag you both so often. XD.
I love the three of you no matter how much I scold and nag the three of you for shouting and screaming all the time. =)


Daddy, Mummy, Tiffany, Glinton and Gideon


My pretty mummy love.


The kids =)

All of us, credit to Mr.Photographer, Jin Tan Mee =)


Me, Bro and Mummy. I love this picha! Thanks baby. =)


Thanks for coming Lee Jamie and Alvin Yooo. The kids are real happy to see you both.

And he travels 36700000 cm to attend their party. Xie xie ni awesome pie =))

After a tiring day of work, a simple dinner and a great movie could really ease your tiredness away. Having a great laugh together even if we only have limited time to spend with each other means more than anything. As long as we enjoy the moment together, no matter how much time we have, is enough for me. A perfect Saturday I had today.
"We don't choose a better person, we choose the one who makes us a better person"

This Means War,2012

♥

She loves the feeling of being appreciated on the things that she had done for him. At the end of the day, it makes everything she had done for him all worth it. Real worth it ♥

Life

Funny isn't it?

Life involves making choices.

We have to make our choices wisely in order to live happily. We cannot guarantee that the choices that we made will please everyone, but it's our own life right? We cannot live our life pleasing other people. The most important is our own happiness. Only when we are able to find our own happiness , we are able to help others with their happiness. There will be many reviews about you by friends, relatives, kaypos humans but they definitely would not understand the way you felt, what you have been through, what you really want in your life or relationship because they are not you. What they really see is only on the outside. But what really matters is the inside.

I'm just a girl who is just like any other girl living on this beautiful earth that loves the feeling of being needed, being loved, being secured and knowing that there is someone who is always there for you . At the end of the day, you can just run to him and just share everything that you felt whether it's happiness or sadness, he will be there to listen and share the same back to me.

At this very moment right now, I am very contented , happy with the choice and decision that I have made because I have found the feeling and happiness that I have been longing for.

Thank you

=)

2012

Never been better
I'm so glad to have my supportive family members, buddies and best friends who are always there for me guiding me and supporting all these while. They supported me pass my stormy weather and finally I am able to find my rainbow.It's a great start of the year feeling really glad to have everyone being so supportive to me and leaving me feeling all happy and contented with my life again.
Thank you all so so much. I promise I will always be there for you guys too. I found a song to express my gratitude to you guys. ( Lyrics translation dedicated to banana Lee Jamie, dear dear bestie =) )

Xie Xie Ni Men Ai Wo De Mei Ge Ren

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Thank You to Everybody Who Loves Me

痛 在眼中變成淚 在心中變成灰

Tong zai yang zhong bian cheng lei zai xin zhong bian cheng hui

Pain, in my eyes it has become tears, in my heart it has become ashes

沒有什麼能安慰

Mei you shen ma neng an wei

There isn't anything that can comfort me

怕 被時間變成累 被想像變成悲

Pa bei shi jian bian cheng lei bei xiang xiang bian cheng bei
Afraid, that time will make me tired, turning what I have imagined to grief

希望都被粉碎

Xi wang dou bei fen sui
Hope has all been crushed

不安有時會崩潰 有時會怨懟

Bu an you shi hui beng kui you shi hui yuan dui
When I feel uneasy I would sometimes break down, sometimes I would enmity

好像怎麼對待都不對

Hao xiang zen me dui dai dou bu dui

It seems like whatever you do/treat it/ isn't right

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei

It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

心 擺脫夜的黑 往藍天而飛 被陽光包圍

Xin bai tuo ye de hei wang lan tian er fei bei yang guang bao wei
Heart, has broken away from the darkness of the night and is flying towards the blue skies

只為了 你一句我笑得 好美

Zhi wei le ni yi ju wo xiao de hao mei

For one sentence you say I would smile beautifully

我忍住了 太漫長的淚

Wo ren zhu le tai man chang de lei
I would hold in the long-lasting tears

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷地加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan de jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gen dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng

But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

Lyrics translation credit by :

Chinese lyrics by shiao pai @ AF Selina

Pinyin lyrics by iLuveLLa @ http://iluvellachenjiahua.blogspot.com
English Translation by Transition @ AF Selina

The last day of 2011 has finally arrived.

A moment that I have been waiting for quite some time now.

A brand new year, new beginnings, the happier and better me.

A new year - A new chance to change myself for the better, give myself a better life.

Reminiscing back 2011, it was an unforgettable year in my life, definitely - it was sweet,sour,painful,hurtful, mixed feelings and lots of tears. It really seem like a long long year. But things are now much better. I am much happier . Now that I have a chance for a new beginning, I am sure it is the beginning of something new and exciting. 2011 has definitely make me experienced a lot of stuff and I will learn and grow from it to become a better person.

I know I had made the right decision.

I know what is the best for myself.

Thank you for everything, everything.

I really hope you can be successful in everything you do, your studies, internship and just everything.

Have a happy and wonderful new year.

2012

Two.Zero.One.Two

Here I come. *Runs happily*

The truth is, at any given moment someone somewhere could be making a face about you. But it's the reviews you give yourself that matter.
Sex and The City

Be tough. Stay strong girl ♥