Friday, May 28, 2010

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn’t even know.
I'm back in Penang.I'm really really tired but I still have to complete my PTPTN application stuff. Yawn. I miss my parents. Awww.HUGS them. Sis also came back to see me today. I'm so touched. I miss them.And it really feels nice to be in my room again after 2 weeks. But I only managed to stay in Penang for 2 days. I'll be going back to KL on Sunday. =(

And yesh, I'm unstable again last night. Silly thoughts about "Cat and fishes" kept on interrupting my head.GUYS! Which gives me a really really bad headache and started crapping like a crazy girl whole night. Sometimes I really wonder....But wondering doesn't precisely give me an answer that I want. Part of me wants to know the answer, part of me just wanna shut the whole thing off. Sheline oh sheline, why are you putting yourself in such a messy state again?
I'm staring at the mess I made,
As you turn you take your heart and walk away..

-the mess i made-