Cynophobia??

Cynophobia- Fear of Dogs

I have the urge to escape before the dog even comes near me.That is how cynophobia-ish I am.Now only I know.The scary me.I have no reason why I am that afraid of dogs.I wasn't bitten before.Actually i carried a puppy before.But my friend wrapped it with a few layers of blanket.That's why I have the guts to carry it. That's my closest encounter with dogs(very close actually).*Craps craps*


Enough about all those craps about dogs.Preparing myself now.Going to celebrate Mother's Day.I gave mum her Mother's Day present this morning.I bought her a purse.And I actually went hiking around 10 something in the morning.It was near my place but I never knew it was that damn tiring.Reached home about 12 something and watched TV till now.

That's my life for another 16 more days.That's one of the reason why I like going to college so much.I can drive around,hang around, at least not that bored.Sometimes I just wish I'm given freedom that a normal 19 year old has. Hanging with friends when you want to,catch up,movies anytime you want to.It kinda makes me feel bad not being able to attend my friend's birthday party when they're all there for mine.Sometimes I felt so left out not being able to catch up with all my girls and just have a good time together.My last time catching up with them was ages ago .I miss them so much(Iman,Prema,Bling,Jo).I'm really scared that our friendship will drift apart as time passes.But luckily there's a powerful invention of mobile phone and the Internet.By the way, I think I still owe you pressie,Bling..sowie(if you read my blog la..)


I'll always understand that for everything that happened to me now, there's always a reason behind it.I'll find out the reason why some day.Maybe the day when I finally managed to have my freedom?or the day I got married?or the day I have my first kid?or.....
the day I die?Hmm.Maybe