Am i doing the right thing? I felt that it was ethnically wrong. It bugs me when i think about it everytime. It just bugs me now. I noe i won't get an answer no matter how hard i think about it. There's always limits to some stuff. Sticking to the limits now. But but...I'm afraid I'm breaking down soon. It wasn't easy.It's hard.There are moments i actually asked myself if it's worth it ? I'm not sure =( Well, why am i putting myself in such a messy state? The other party might not even have a clue about this thing.But the other party shouldn't get involve in this thing. It's MUST NOT.It'll even get messier. So no no. Let it be me against my heart battle.I hope I'm strong enough to win this battle this time.