Went shopping with mummy today! Shopping makes me really happieee. Bought a few t-shirts and tank tops today.
*Clap Clap*. I'm supposed to be studying and not waste any minute but DISTRACTIONS. I need to update my blog and fill it with pictures. It looks so dead. I need to revive it with pictures.

Pictures time. Today.Shopping shopping shop shop =)

The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lips and have to stay strong and smile and go "No, I'm happy for you". That's when it's really really sad.But that's life.Whatever it is, we still have to move on. No matter how difficult it is, suck it up, lift our head and MOVE ON!
SCREW LIFE. But that's the way it is and we have to play along with it right?
I'll be leaving for KL soon.Felt very "heavy hearted" to leave Penang la. Especially my room.The place where I spend most of my time in.

No more BOOM BOOM POW.
No more late night EMO-NESS.
No more air-con moment.
No more lazy moments where I could throw my clothes everywhere in my room and don't need to clean it up.
No more clothes trying moments.
No more time alone moments.

Take a DEEEEEEEP BREAAAATH.

I CAN DO IT!
I will definitely get over these =)

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Yeah, that's how nervous I am.
Convocation later.
I'm half excited half nervous.
It's more like 60% nervous 40% excited.
Or maybe 80% nervous 20% excited.

Don't be stupid, girl. Remember the promise to yourself ?
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There you go. The FULLSTOPS.Bear that in mind. There'e always fullstops. NO comma, no question mark. Only FULLSTOP.
FULLSTOP before the you cross the line. It's WRONG!

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.I really do hope so.And I'm offcially back in PENANG! =)

Hey there, I'm blogging from the cyber center in my college.The connection is super fast. Sadly, there's still no internet connection at home. No pictures could be uploaded that soon. My life in KL? Hmmm. Not bad. Minus the first and second week of emo-ness and silly thoughts, the rest is OKAY. This week is the third week that I've been here and *blushing* I still can get lost in the college. It's HUGE. Like superbly HUGE. I'm still learning to recognize the ways to class and offices. Jamie is my direction leader here. Also my roommate =). Glad that she's here with me.

Guess what? I'm way happier now. I mean I've been thinking lately about what have happened to me in the past two weeks. And and I've made up my mind.There's no point having all those silly thoughts and breaking down at every point right? I still have two years here and I could not afford to break down and be emo every minute here. So it's a promise to myself that I'll take care of myself well and not to let any silly things to hurt me anymore.Never Ever.

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn’t even know.

I'm back in Penang.I'm really really tired but I still have to complete my PTPTN application stuff. Yawn. I miss my parents. Awww.HUGS them. Sis also came back to see me today. I'm so touched. I miss them.And it really feels nice to be in my room again after 2 weeks. But I only managed to stay in Penang for 2 days. I'll be going back to KL on Sunday. =(

And yesh, I'm unstable again last night. Silly thoughts about "Cat and fishes" kept on interrupting my head.GUYS! Which gives me a really really bad headache and started crapping like a crazy girl whole night. Sometimes I really wonder....But wondering doesn't precisely give me an answer that I want. Part of me wants to know the answer, part of me just wanna shut the whole thing off. Sheline oh sheline, why are you putting yourself in such a messy state again?

I'm staring at the mess I made,
As you turn you take your heart and walk away..
-the mess i made-

Hey I'm officially in KL right now. No connection at home yet. So here I am at my bro's place this weekend updating this post. Going back to PV tomorrow. Life's a bit tough here. Everything gotta to do on my own. I know I'm a bit emotionally unstable these few days, but I'm working on it . Come on, this is just the first week right. I'll get better as days pass by. Tarc in Kl is HUGE.Like superbly HUGE! M25,M26 and M27 humans are officially in the same class which means the whole Penang Branch DEM students who's going for Adv Dip in KL are in the same class. =)

P.S : Really hope that I could become emotionally and physically stronger to face whatever silly issues that has been bothering me.