Life

Funny isn't it?

Life involves making choices.

We have to make our choices wisely in order to live happily. We cannot guarantee that the choices that we made will please everyone, but it's our own life right? We cannot live our life pleasing other people. The most important is our own happiness. Only when we are able to find our own happiness , we are able to help others with their happiness. There will be many reviews about you by friends, relatives, kaypos humans but they definitely would not understand the way you felt, what you have been through, what you really want in your life or relationship because they are not you. What they really see is only on the outside. But what really matters is the inside.

I'm just a girl who is just like any other girl living on this beautiful earth that loves the feeling of being needed, being loved, being secured and knowing that there is someone who is always there for you . At the end of the day, you can just run to him and just share everything that you felt whether it's happiness or sadness, he will be there to listen and share the same back to me.

At this very moment right now, I am very contented , happy with the choice and decision that I have made because I have found the feeling and happiness that I have been longing for.

Thank you

=)

2012

Never been better
I'm so glad to have my supportive family members, buddies and best friends who are always there for me guiding me and supporting all these while. They supported me pass my stormy weather and finally I am able to find my rainbow.It's a great start of the year feeling really glad to have everyone being so supportive to me and leaving me feeling all happy and contented with my life again.
Thank you all so so much. I promise I will always be there for you guys too. I found a song to express my gratitude to you guys. ( Lyrics translation dedicated to banana Lee Jamie, dear dear bestie =) )

Xie Xie Ni Men Ai Wo De Mei Ge Ren

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Thank You to Everybody Who Loves Me

痛 在眼中變成淚 在心中變成灰

Tong zai yang zhong bian cheng lei zai xin zhong bian cheng hui

Pain, in my eyes it has become tears, in my heart it has become ashes

沒有什麼能安慰

Mei you shen ma neng an wei

There isn't anything that can comfort me

怕 被時間變成累 被想像變成悲

Pa bei shi jian bian cheng lei bei xiang xiang bian cheng bei
Afraid, that time will make me tired, turning what I have imagined to grief

希望都被粉碎

Xi wang dou bei fen sui
Hope has all been crushed

不安有時會崩潰 有時會怨懟

Bu an you shi hui beng kui you shi hui yuan dui
When I feel uneasy I would sometimes break down, sometimes I would enmity

好像怎麼對待都不對

Hao xiang zen me dui dai dou bu dui

It seems like whatever you do/treat it/ isn't right

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei

It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

心 擺脫夜的黑 往藍天而飛 被陽光包圍

Xin bai tuo ye de hei wang lan tian er fei bei yang guang bao wei
Heart, has broken away from the darkness of the night and is flying towards the blue skies

只為了 你一句我笑得 好美

Zhi wei le ni yi ju wo xiao de hao mei

For one sentence you say I would smile beautifully

我忍住了 太漫長的淚

Wo ren zhu le tai man chang de lei
I would hold in the long-lasting tears

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷地加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan de jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gen dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng

But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

Lyrics translation credit by :

Chinese lyrics by shiao pai @ AF Selina

Pinyin lyrics by iLuveLLa @ http://iluvellachenjiahua.blogspot.com
English Translation by Transition @ AF Selina

The last day of 2011 has finally arrived.

A moment that I have been waiting for quite some time now.

A brand new year, new beginnings, the happier and better me.

A new year - A new chance to change myself for the better, give myself a better life.

Reminiscing back 2011, it was an unforgettable year in my life, definitely - it was sweet,sour,painful,hurtful, mixed feelings and lots of tears. It really seem like a long long year. But things are now much better. I am much happier . Now that I have a chance for a new beginning, I am sure it is the beginning of something new and exciting. 2011 has definitely make me experienced a lot of stuff and I will learn and grow from it to become a better person.

I know I had made the right decision.

I know what is the best for myself.

Thank you for everything, everything.

I really hope you can be successful in everything you do, your studies, internship and just everything.

Have a happy and wonderful new year.

2012

Two.Zero.One.Two

Here I come. *Runs happily*

The truth is, at any given moment someone somewhere could be making a face about you. But it's the reviews you give yourself that matter.
Sex and The City

Be tough. Stay strong girl ♥

Tiffany and Glinton had their dance performance in PISA( Festive Dec Expo 2011) which me being a good aunty (Gu Gu) wants to go and show my support to them. They kept asking me to go and watch them dance and since I missed out their concert this year, I will not miss another of their stage performance again. =)

They never failed to make me feel happy.

Glinton with his little friends . =)

They look so cute together.

The Three Naughty Mousekeeters of the class. xD

Her name is Celeste. She's one of my favourite kid when I was working in the nursery. She's too pretty and adorable!

With family members ,♥

Dear Shelle,
Rainbow will come after the rain.You have to be strong. The world does not stop spinning for you. Love yourself.

A beautiful Sunday with bears and buddies ♥

Waking up to a beautiful Sunday morning, missing lil Caden boy, so I took his Elmo as his replacement

A picture of me and Mimi Teoh who came all the way to KL to visit us plus some shopping trip

Buddies reunited in Sushi Zanmai =)

A must try in Sushi Zanmai! Fresh oyster topped with baked cheese and small little mushrooms serves with lemon and salt. Awesome!
After our lunch in Fahrenheit 88, we walked to Pavilion and there they have this United Buddy Bears exhibition which shows bears painted with colours from all around the world

United Buddy Bears promote living together in peace and harmony on their global tour. There are about 140 Buddy Bears represent as many countries recognised by the United Nations.
The message : The Buddy Bears stand in "hand in hand", symbolising the future vision of a peaceful world. Each bear stands for the people of the different countries and their culture, yet not for political system



Bears all over Pavillion ♥

The guys after hours of shopping with the girls *Evil laugh*

The beautiful late night life

Mistakes?
Everyone does it.
You are not human if you do everything right. I did mistake too, so? This shows that I am a human. You learn from your mistake.And it's not just a little mistake you did, you judge yourself at being bad at everything. This is not how it should be. I guess I've already expressed how I felt in my bloggie. Read it or not, it's your choice. Accept it or not, it's also up to you. I have no right to trespass your life.
And one more thing, you just don't go comparing yourself to others. You are who you are. Everyone's unique in their own way. You are one in erm gazillion? Yeah total rare human species which is close to extinction already. But I still appreciate and treasure you like how you will always care for me =) If everyone were to be the same in this world, we will all be controlled by robots. I've ran out of energy trying to explain with my mouth. I still have some energy left with my fingers, that's why I'm typing it out. Thank god.

Sometimes you do not know that you did something wrong until people were mad or angry at you. I got that most of the time. I ended with with a "Sorry" with a little explanation. I learnt the hard way. I told myself not to repeat it anymore. That's me. I'm not sure how others handle their mistakes.

All said. Chao. Recharging my energy. ♥

-Na xie nian, wo men yi qi zui de nu hai-
You are the apple of my eyes

Beautiful story, beautiful movie,beautiful storyline, beautiful waterfall tears from the dearest me. I watched it once but I still want to rewatch it a million times. The thing that really touched me is this movie is actually a real love story. And how this movie/story differs from the typical Taiwanese movie? - The answer is there is no happy ending for the characters. This movie shows real life.

There is actually a book published before the movie is released.The main actor is actually playing the author's life years back then. How he and his friends actually fell for this girl named Shen Chia Yi. She's a really pretty girl with very cute dimples and when she smiles, the world just melts. A harworking and top student in her class In contrast there is this guy (The author), named K-Theng who is the main character in this movie, is a goofy and sort of a prankster in their class. Bad results, cheeky attitude, contrasting to Shen Chia Yi's personality, Shen Chia Yi decided to help him in his studies. Giving him quizzes to be completed at home, correcting his mistakes, pressuring him, soon sparks were developed. Wrong timing separates them from each other plus K-Theng childishness draws them further apart. Years go by, they remain far away from each other. Each pursuing their own dreams. The sad thing is, all of them were only reunited during Shen Chia Yi's wedding.... to other guy.

They are supposed to be one. If only K-Theng is brave enough to listen to Shen Chia Yi's answer when she says she is ready to tell him... If only. This is real life. Things doesn't always go where you want it to go.

My recent addiction : Sex and the City
I know this series has been ancient but thanks to Iman who kept on telling me it is a must watch. And yeah. I've been totally obsessed over that series now. Everyone has the impression that Sex and the City is all about sex, mainly because of the title. But wrong!! It's not all about sex, in fact they focused more on the friendship of 4 single ladies in their living in fabulous New York life and in search of their Mr.Right. When I was small and this show kept showing on HBO, I don't even have the guts to turn to this channel. All thanks to the title. Innocent little girl is afraid that her parents later thought she is watching porn. Hahaha.
I tried to watch during secondary school but I find it boring cos whatever life they're having or the topics that they talk about is too deep for me to understand as a secondary girl with no life. Lol. But as time pass by,I totally understand what they are going through. I'm making myself sound so matured.Lol. I felt that I could really relate to them in terms of their worries, friendship,and men. Minus the *** part of course . XD
It really got me thinking, if I'm not married by the age of thirty something, will I be like them? - Single,Unmarried,Fabulous, Successful Thirty something with BIG needs? =)
We shall see my how life goes.
♥