Finished EXAM!
Finally.
Been out whole day doing the typical stress release way for girls : SHOPPPING!
Got real tired.

I just want to curl into a ball and hibernate for 3 days 3 nights.♥

We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs. They hold our hands and sit on our laps. They whisper things like “It’s okay. I understand. I too have been sad.” They remind us that sad is okay. It’s not always bad. It is just sad. We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs because they light a little light. They are the hope that we are not alone. Even in sadness. Someone else was there. They wrote about it. They captured it. And they want you to know they understand.

All the things in life are never meant to last, so do people, you can never hold on to something forever, so learn to live and let go..

Don't worry.. I have my babies (Big dolphin, small dolphin, penguin and piggy) to support me.
I'm fine =)

Can I have the little miss sunshine back?
The one who shines for people to be happy not the one that got everyone worried bout her.

It's time to wake myself up.
Back to reality.
I have to be tough.
It's not easy but I will slowly pick up the pieces and make it into one ..
I couldn't continue to be this way.
I’ll be brave because the world doesn’t stop for broken hearts ..♥

It's FRIDAY!
Just came back from watching Guliver's Travel . It was an okay okay movie. Managed to make me laugh though.It's been a long long week for me.Stress, tired cos sleeping time changed to 5 am almost everyday due to exam and silly stuff, stress again, mood swings, lots of blank stares, silly tears, sad songs, lots and lots lots more.How can so many things happened in just a few days...
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I read his blog.
I saw his status.
I listened to the song he posted.
I'm touched
and
I'm really sorry
I hope he will be fine..
I hope he can understand ..

Okays. Enough of those EMO post. I'll be fine my dear readers. Just need LOTS of salmon, TONS of sundae cone,SOME comedies, LOTS of shopping needed. Bags, shoes, clothes. I won't let you go this time.I'm going to shop til i drop. Screw my life. I'm going to reward and pamper myself with some manicure and pedicure when I'm back to Penang. Then I'll be all ready for Chinese New Year. Oh ya, not to forget too. Gonna spoil myself with good good food and become the world's fattest woman! Yay.

I'm tired......
I don't know what to do.
It's a screwed up life that nobody will understand.
Walk out of my life, yeah, just walk.
When I got hurt, When i needed someone, When I felt the worst, nobody's there to make me feel better.

She needs time to heal.
She's afraid.
She doesn't know what to do.
She can't sleep.
Even sleeping with her broken hearted.
She can't concentrate.
She tries to move on to a really sweet relationship with someone who really cares for her.
But she really needs time TO HEAL after everything that happened
She's really really sorry to ruin his mood.
Really really really SORRY
She read his blog
And it makes her feel even worse ....
She fell for someone who isn't there to catch her
She hates to FALL HARD and STAND UP BACK by herself.
She HATES hurting people but ended up hurting people and herself.
She's sorry for all the emo post recently, but yeah. Shit happens in her life.
and it just happened today.
5 AM in the morning.
Waking up with a super headache, gastric and heartache.
With her second last paper tomorrow, I wonder how is she going to survive.