Don't be stupid, girl. Remember the promise to yourself ?
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There you go. The FULLSTOPS.Bear that in mind. There'e always fullstops. NO comma, no question mark. Only FULLSTOP.
FULLSTOP before the you cross the line. It's WRONG!

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.I really do hope so.And I'm offcially back in PENANG! =)

Hey there, I'm blogging from the cyber center in my college.The connection is super fast. Sadly, there's still no internet connection at home. No pictures could be uploaded that soon. My life in KL? Hmmm. Not bad. Minus the first and second week of emo-ness and silly thoughts, the rest is OKAY. This week is the third week that I've been here and *blushing* I still can get lost in the college. It's HUGE. Like superbly HUGE. I'm still learning to recognize the ways to class and offices. Jamie is my direction leader here. Also my roommate =). Glad that she's here with me.

Guess what? I'm way happier now. I mean I've been thinking lately about what have happened to me in the past two weeks. And and I've made up my mind.There's no point having all those silly thoughts and breaking down at every point right? I still have two years here and I could not afford to break down and be emo every minute here. So it's a promise to myself that I'll take care of myself well and not to let any silly things to hurt me anymore.Never Ever.

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn’t even know.

I'm back in Penang.I'm really really tired but I still have to complete my PTPTN application stuff. Yawn. I miss my parents. Awww.HUGS them. Sis also came back to see me today. I'm so touched. I miss them.And it really feels nice to be in my room again after 2 weeks. But I only managed to stay in Penang for 2 days. I'll be going back to KL on Sunday. =(

And yesh, I'm unstable again last night. Silly thoughts about "Cat and fishes" kept on interrupting my head.GUYS! Which gives me a really really bad headache and started crapping like a crazy girl whole night. Sometimes I really wonder....But wondering doesn't precisely give me an answer that I want. Part of me wants to know the answer, part of me just wanna shut the whole thing off. Sheline oh sheline, why are you putting yourself in such a messy state again?

I'm staring at the mess I made,
As you turn you take your heart and walk away..
-the mess i made-

Hey I'm officially in KL right now. No connection at home yet. So here I am at my bro's place this weekend updating this post. Going back to PV tomorrow. Life's a bit tough here. Everything gotta to do on my own. I know I'm a bit emotionally unstable these few days, but I'm working on it . Come on, this is just the first week right. I'll get better as days pass by. Tarc in Kl is HUGE.Like superbly HUGE! M25,M26 and M27 humans are officially in the same class which means the whole Penang Branch DEM students who's going for Adv Dip in KL are in the same class. =)

P.S : Really hope that I could become emotionally and physically stronger to face whatever silly issues that has been bothering me.

Well, weeks and weeks and weeks ago, I was like.."Nah, it's still so long.Why wanna rush?" But weeks and weeks and weeks later has finally arrived. It's finally time for me to move my ass over to KL. I was really excited to leave Penang last time but now... part of me wants to stay in Penang, part of me wants to go KL. But that part of me that wants to go KL WON. Because I'm officially leaving Penang tomorrow at 3 p.m.

My Official Bye Bye to all my friends in Penang!Bye Lakeside. Bye my lovely room.

And and bye Daddy Mummy- Sorry if i didn't really officially say goodbye to you guys(plan not to do so tomorrow), cos I'm afraid my too-easy-to -flow-tears will erm flow and you guys punya tears eventually flow as well and I'll be crying like the baby in MamyPoko Pants in the bus . So no. I don't wanna risk. Me not adventurous.

And Bye to all the kids that I've always bullied at home( Tiffany, Glinton & Gideon) and my lovely bro and sis in law.

Bye Sis and Che fu! And mei mei(Dyllis) and Dylan!

I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. We spend too much time over analyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed; and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

Mirror mirror on the wall, tell me who's the silliest girl of all....And the answer is : SHELINE POH
I went RedBox with my sis in law yesterday and brought my laptop along. Well, bringing laptop to RedBox is like a MUST for me because I need it to sing Chinese songs.Yea, pinyin lyrics.Bla Bla bla. Okays, finish singing, in super high mood, but sis was rushing to her aerobics class, I quickly packed. Guess what? I left my laptop charger in RedBox.And now my pink laptop is totally dead without its charger. I'm starting to miss my pink laptop. Called RedBox. Real lucky cos they kept it for me. Getting it back on Wed.Wed is the Day! Gonna have a blast with "my laling plema lani".

And due to my "hiao-ness" i followed my sis to her aerobics class. Thanks to this my whole body was aching badly.But it was good. I sweat a LOT. But I prefer to jog. It was so stuffy in there. The smell of everyone's sweat. YUCKS.

Prema Rani was having crisis yesterday. Flying Roach.It's the "Muthafacka Roach". Yea. "Muthafacka". The cutest way to say swear word. Like "Arshhhhh whoooole". Okay I shall stop here. Like" What The Fish ".

And today---------- IT'S A REAL GOOD DAY!
Everyone passed! I'm Happpieee.