A Story To Be Told

2012-02-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Life

Funny isn't it?

Life involves making choices.

We have to make our choices wisely in order to live happily. We cannot guarantee that the choices that we made will please everyone, but it's our own life right? We cannot live our life pleasing other people. The most important is our own happiness. Only when we are able to find our own happiness , we are able to help others with their happiness. There will be many reviews about you by friends, relatives, kaypos humans but they definitely would not understand the way you felt, what you have been through, what you really want in your life or relationship because they are not you. What they really see is only on the outside. But what really matters is the inside.

I'm just a girl who is just like any other girl living on this beautiful earth that loves the feeling of being needed, being loved, being secured and knowing that there is someone who is always there for you . At the end of the day, you can just run to him and just share everything that you felt whether it's happiness or sadness, he will be there to listen and share the same back to me.

At this very moment right now, I am very contented , happy with the choice and decision that I have made because I have found the feeling and happiness that I have been longing for.

Thank you

2012-01-16T13:13:00.003+08:00

2012

Never been better
I'm so glad to have my supportive family members, buddies and best friends who are always there for me guiding me and supporting all these while. They supported me pass my stormy weather and finally I am able to find my rainbow.It's a great start of the year feeling really glad to have everyone being so supportive to me and leaving me feeling all happy and contented with my life again.
Thank you all so so much. I promise I will always be there for you guys too. I found a song to express my gratitude to you guys. ( Lyrics translation dedicated to banana Lee Jamie, dear dear bestie =) )

Xie Xie Ni Men Ai Wo De Mei Ge Ren

謝謝你們愛我的每個人

Thank You to Everybody Who Loves Me

痛在眼中變成淚在心中變成灰

Tong zai yang zhong bian cheng lei zai xin zhong bian cheng hui

Pain, in my eyes it has become tears, in my heart it has become ashes

沒有什麼能安慰

Mei you shen ma neng an wei

There isn't anything that can comfort me

怕被時間變成累被想像變成悲

Pa bei shi jian bian cheng lei bei xiang xiang bian cheng bei
Afraid, that time will make me tired, turning what I have imagined to grief

希望都被粉碎

Xi wang dou bei fen sui
Hope has all been crushed

不安有時會崩潰有時會怨懟

Bu an you shi hui beng kui you shi hui yuan dui
When I feel uneasy I would sometimes break down, sometimes I would enmity

好像怎麼對待都不對

Hao xiang zen me dui dai dou bu dui

It seems like whatever you do/treat it/ isn't right

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei

It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的總讓我想堅強負責任為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

心擺脫夜的黑往藍天而飛被陽光包圍

Xin bai tuo ye de hei wang lan tian er fei bei yang guang bao wei
Heart, has broken away from the darkness of the night and is flying towards the blue skies

只為了你一句我笑得好美

Zhi wei le ni yi ju wo xiao de hao mei

For one sentence you say I would smile beautifully

我忍住了太漫長的淚

Wo ren zhu le tai man chang de lei
I would hold in the long-lasting tears

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊

Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷地加倍

Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan de jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對

Rang wo gen dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程

Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫勇敢地去醒來

Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛為我禱告心靈更強韌

Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們愛我的每個人

Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠

Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通或絕望到躲開

Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的總讓我想堅強負責任為了愛重生

Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng

But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

Lyrics translation credit by :

Chinese lyrics by shiao pai @ AF Selina

Pinyin lyrics by iLuveLLa @ http://iluvellachenjiahua.blogspot.com
English Translation by Transition @ AF Selina

2011-12-31T01:03:00.001+08:00

The last day of 2011 has finally arrived.

A moment that I have been waiting for quite some time now.

A brand new year, new beginnings, the happier and better me.

A new year - A new chance to change myself for the better, give myself a better life.

Reminiscing back 2011, it was an unforgettable year in my life, definitely - it was sweet,sour,painful,hurtful, mixed feelings and lots of tears. It really seem like a long long year. But things are now much better. I am much happier . Now that I have a chance for a new beginning, I am sure it is the beginning of something new and exciting. 2011 has definitely make me experienced a lot of stuff and I will learn and grow from it to become a better person.

I know I had made the right decision.

I know what is the best for myself.

Thank you for everything, everything.

I really hope you can be successful in everything you do, your studies, internship and just everything.

Have a happy and wonderful new year.

2012

Two.Zero.One.Two

Here I come. *Runs happily*

2011-12-22T15:41:00.002+08:00

The truth is, at any given moment someone somewhere could be making a face about you. But it's the reviews you give yourself that matter.
Sex and The City

Be tough. Stay strong girl ♥

2011-12-19T00:25:00.004+08:00

Tiffany and Glinton had their dance performance in PISA( Festive Dec Expo 2011) which me being a good aunty (Gu Gu) wants to go and show my support to them. They kept asking me to go and watch them dance and since I missed out their concert this year, I will not miss another of their stage performance again. =)

They never failed to make me feel happy.

Glinton with his little friends . =)

They look so cute together.

The Three Naughty Mousekeeters of the class. xD

Her name is Celeste. She's one of my favourite kid when I was working in the nursery. She's too pretty and adorable!

With family members ,♥

2011-12-16T22:51:00.003+08:00

Dear Shelle,
Rainbow will come after the rain.You have to be strong. The world does not stop spinning for you. Love yourself.

2011-12-11T20:54:00.008+08:00

A beautiful Sunday with bears and buddies ♥

Waking up to a beautiful Sunday morning, missing lil Caden boy, so I took his Elmo as his replacement

A picture of me and Mimi Teoh who came all the way to KL to visit us plus some shopping trip

Buddies reunited in Sushi Zanmai =)

A must try in Sushi Zanmai! Fresh oyster topped with baked cheese and small little mushrooms serves with lemon and salt. Awesome!
After our lunch in Fahrenheit 88, we walked to Pavilion and there they have this United Buddy Bears exhibition which shows bears painted with colours from all around the world

United Buddy Bears promote living together in peace and harmony on their global tour. There are about 140 Buddy Bears represent as many countries recognised by the United Nations.
The message : The Buddy Bears stand in "hand in hand", symbolising the future vision of a peaceful world. Each bear stands for the people of the different countries and their culture, yet not for political system

Bears all over Pavillion ♥

The guys after hours of shopping with the girls *Evil laugh*

The beautiful late night life

2011-12-06T17:54:00.003+08:00

Mistakes?
Everyone does it.
You are not human if you do everything right. I did mistake too, so? This shows that I am a human. You learn from your mistake.And it's not just a little mistake you did, you judge yourself at being bad at everything. This is not how it should be. I guess I've already expressed how I felt in my bloggie. Read it or not, it's your choice. Accept it or not, it's also up to you. I have no right to trespass your life.
And one more thing, you just don't go comparing yourself to others. You are who you are. Everyone's unique in their own way. You are one in erm gazillion? Yeah total rare human species which is close to extinction already. But I still appreciate and treasure you like how you will always care for me =) If everyone were to be the same in this world, we will all be controlled by robots. I've ran out of energy trying to explain with my mouth. I still have some energy left with my fingers, that's why I'm typing it out. Thank god.

Sometimes you do not know that you did something wrong until people were mad or angry at you. I got that most of the time. I ended with with a "Sorry" with a little explanation. I learnt the hard way. I told myself not to repeat it anymore. That's me. I'm not sure how others handle their mistakes.

All said. Chao. Recharging my energy. ♥

2011-12-06T17:23:00.002+08:00

-Na xie nian, wo men yi qi zui de nu hai-
You are the apple of my eyes

Beautiful story, beautiful movie,beautiful storyline, beautiful waterfall tears from the dearest me. I watched it once but I still want to rewatch it a million times. The thing that really touched me is this movie is actually a real love story. And how this movie/story differs from the typical Taiwanese movie? - The answer is there is no happy ending for the characters. This movie shows real life.

There is actually a book published before the movie is released.The main actor is actually playing the author's life years back then. How he and his friends actually fell for this girl named Shen Chia Yi. She's a really pretty girl with very cute dimples and when she smiles, the world just melts. A harworking and top student in her class In contrast there is this guy (The author), named K-Theng who is the main character in this movie, is a goofy and sort of a prankster in their class. Bad results, cheeky attitude, contrasting to Shen Chia Yi's personality, Shen Chia Yi decided to help him in his studies. Giving him quizzes to be completed at home, correcting his mistakes, pressuring him, soon sparks were developed. Wrong timing separates them from each other plus K-Theng childishness draws them further apart. Years go by, they remain far away from each other. Each pursuing their own dreams. The sad thing is, all of them were only reunited during Shen Chia Yi's wedding.... to other guy.

They are supposed to be one. If only K-Theng is brave enough to listen to Shen Chia Yi's answer when she says she is ready to tell him... If only. This is real life. Things doesn't always go where you want it to go.

2011-11-05T14:16:00.003+08:00

My recent addiction : Sex and the City
I know this series has been ancient but thanks to Iman who kept on telling me it is a must watch. And yeah. I've been totally obsessed over that series now. Everyone has the impression that Sex and the City is all about sex, mainly because of the title. But wrong!! It's not all about sex, in fact they focused more on the friendship of 4 single ladies in their living in fabulous New York life and in search of their Mr.Right. When I was small and this show kept showing on HBO, I don't even have the guts to turn to this channel. All thanks to the title. Innocent little girl is afraid that her parents later thought she is watching porn. Hahaha.
I tried to watch during secondary school but I find it boring cos whatever life they're having or the topics that they talk about is too deep for me to understand as a secondary girl with no life. Lol. But as time pass by,I totally understand what they are going through. I'm making myself sound so matured.Lol. I felt that I could really relate to them in terms of their worries, friendship,and men. Minus the *** part of course . XD
It really got me thinking, if I'm not married by the age of thirty something, will I be like them? - Single,Unmarried,Fabulous, Successful Thirty something with BIG needs? =)
We shall see my how life goes.
♥

2011-10-23T20:10:00.003+08:00

Jayesslee in KL!

Guess what? Yeah! My first concert in KL. Aha aha. And they're awesome!!!
It cost me RM120 for 120 minutes which is equivalent to RM1 per minute. But it was worth it because they were really entertaining and they had Shawn Lee(the supercool beatboxer) as the special guest. He was like WOW. Seriously, WOW for him.
Okay, back to Jayesslee. They were sweet. They sang man in the mirror, breakeven, just the way you are, nobody, officially missing you and the list goes on.

Shawn Lee and "Lan Qiao" from Nasi Lemak 2.0

Jayesslee performing =)

Poks, Jamie and Alvin =)

Then there's me <3

2011-10-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

Guess what?
I woke up at 3 am today and went hiking at 4am. Yeah, 4 am in the morning. It was a new experience for me though. At the age of 21, it's all about trying new thing right? So yeah, hiking super early in the morning is a new thing for me.It was with a bunch of my college mates. 11 of them.Bonding time! They were fun.Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Okay, let's start with my super early hiking journey story. We had Kyen to come fetch us early morning. Nice guy. Then met up with our mates on our way and begin our journey. Our destination is located at Semenyih and the hill is called Broga HIll. It was completely dark when we reached. Luckily we brought torchlight. It was advisable to wear long pants for the girls because the road up there is not easy.

It took us around 1 hour plus to reach the top of the hill. It was kind of hard to get up there as the way up the hill was really steep. But it was worth it because when we reached the top of the mountain the stars on the sky were twinkling brightly. I wished I could reach there earlier as there were only a little time for me to sit and enjoy watching the twinkle twinkle little star. I played *Olivia Ong- Sometimes when we touch* while star gazing. =)

But sadly, I didn't get to watch the sunrise because it was blocked by the cloud. My plan to get a heart-shaped sunrise failed again. Then we hang around there for some photos and decided to go down when the sun starts to shine brightly. The funny thing is , we need to line up in order for us to get down the hill.Imagine how many people were there!

How we go down? We slide down! Yeah, proves how steep the hill was. Fell down a few times, but safely reached down there. As a result of these, I get trembling and shaking knees. Awesome right?

2011-09-29T01:04:00.002+08:00

LIFE.
is funny
isn't it?
*Scratch head*
But I just want a simple one.
Just a simple life
.will do.

Sneak peek of us XD

2011-08-14T10:45:00.001+08:00

- Posted from Shelles iPhone

Love

2011-08-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

Respect a Lady.

Treat her like you would want a man to treat your sister, In other words, treat her as a person, not an object. Really treat her like a princess and always try and give her comments that make her feel good rather than put her down

Listen to her opinions or ideas. Appreciate her as she is and never underestimate her intelligence. Treat her as an equal. Call her in advance to make plans to go out and never assume that she doesn’t have anything better already scheduled..

Listen to her and respond in a non-condescending manner. Be there for her if she’s crying or upset by holding her. Compliment her… if you think she is beautiful say it! “beautiful” is so much more respectful than “hot”. Love and learn to appreciate her for who she is, as well as her body type. Don’t try and change her physically, just love her natural beauty.

Hold hands with her on the street…don’t be ashamed to be romantic and when you meet up with your friends, introduce her. Don’t ever cheat on her…talk things through.

Be a gentleman! Look out for her feelings, accept her values/morals, be interested in her life, ask her what’s going on, be helpful, never put her down, if she’s wrong don’t go out of your way to prove her. Be nice and treat her like she is special. Don’t push her to do things she is not ready for. Treat her with respect and pay attention to the small things.

Don’t put her down, or make her feel uncomfortable when you are hanging out together with your friends or your parents, Stand up for her, if one of your friends puts her down, confront them and tell them that it is not okay.

- Posted from Shelles iPhone

2011-07-28T11:32:00.005+08:00

Food that makes me happy. And I ate it all at once yesterday *unlimited*. I reached HEAVEN again. :)

Salmon! Lots and lots of them!!

Marshamallow dipped in chocolate.♥Haagen Daaz Green Tea ice cream with pancake♥

Marshamallowssss.♥

Chocolate with love And then , there's me - The silly =)

2011-07-23T10:01:00.004+08:00

It's a beautiful Saturday morning.Til now I'm still lying on my bed Whatsapp-ing him. Sending him silly pictures and asking him silly questions.Lol.♥

2011-07-18T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hey yaaaaa, wanna know the reason I've been so busy lately til this poor lil bloggie lack of updates? It's been assignment, test, due dates super near to each other, presentations and bla bla bla. And for our Moral assignments, we are required to make a video out of the topic "Euthanasia & Bunuh Diri". Guess what? I am the Yam Fu " Perempuan Zina". How sad =(.

So we have the characters named:
Tom Kurus (the poor guy who killed himself cos of me.Lol) by JJ
Angeline Jolly (Me the mean girl =) ) by me
Bread Pitt (The kelefe aka my lelaki zina) by Poks
Megan Frog (Tom Kurus Mummy) by Lee Jamie
Ashton Cushion (Tom Kurus Daddy) by Alvin Yeoh

and the story goes like this ...

So now you all know how fierce and mean I am? Beware. XDXDXDXDXD. Muahahahha

2011-07-13T21:57:00.004+08:00

9th July 2011 is definitely a day to remember for all Malaysians. It's a day where all races come together with one mission. I'm not a fan of politics. But after I watched the following video, I really have a strong urge to blog about this. We citizen just wanna strive for justice, we don't deserve these kind of treatment from the police especially. Police are supposed to protect the citizen , not hurt them. Save them and not just watched the citizen suffer in pain. Watch 8.51. They were just standing there watching the citizen in pain. They didn't even try to help the poor guy. The part that touched me is where the everyone of different races come together and help the poor guy. That is the spirit of ONE MALAYSIA. Not some so called 50 million failed email project that becomes the joke of our country. I've officially turned 21. The first thing I wanna do when I go back Penang is to register and become an official voter. My dad kept telling me that before my birthday and I was like "Nah, my vote alone will not make any difference".To think about it, if there were ONE MILLION 21 years old who have the thinking like mine, there will be ONE MILLON votes lesser. After these BERSIH stuff, I was determined to listen to my daddy and become an official voter with a changed mind - "At least I tried to make a difference"-

P.S: Not to forget, 9th of July is also my bestie- Prema Rani's birthday ♥

2011-07-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

In the mid of rushing to finish my Moral Assignment right now. But just couldn't stop my brain from wandering around. I just wanted to drop down all my thoughts in this little bloggie of mine. I'm missing my daddy and mummy badly. Usually at this time in Penang, I'll be sitting beside them, with jie jie and everyone having our wonderful breakfast together. It doesn't matter where we go, just as long as we're together as a family.I'm really touched by daddy and mummy's care towards me. Giving me encouragement everyday.
Sometimes I could be a very indecisive girl ( most of the time. XD). My life can be quite messy. Dropping things, forgetting things, doing lots and lots of silly thing, spilling drinks,popcorns in the cinema, recognizing the wrong car, couldn't decide where to eat, where to go, making people pissed at me, saying the wrong thing at the wrong time, i swear in times of emergency. Yeah, that's me. If you wanna enter my life be prepared for that. But one thing that's for sure, I treat people with my whole heart. That's why I'm really afraid to give away my heart easily. I'm scared it won't be treated the way it should be and to be broken into pieces. I'm just an average 21 years old girl who needs attention and care. When I'm quiet, it means I'm totally not fine. Cos it's not normal for me to be quiet. XD
P.S: Ifeelmuchbetternow ♥

2011-06-11T15:25:00.001+08:00

Love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.

2011-06-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Life is all about appreciating and being grateful for what we have right now -your family, love ones, friends who are always there to support you and just everyone that's in your life. No matter how hard our life is, never ever give up. There are people from the other part of the world living their life 10 or even 100 times harder than us. And they never give up. Life is unfair. Like the guy in the video below. He was an orphanage and he left the orphanage at the age of 5. Selling gums and energy drink to support his own living. But finally, he managed to pursue his dream. And now the whole Korea knows who he is. So, Never give up. =)

2011-05-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

It's a beautiful place to be with your love ones. Watching the sunset in a places full of flowers while wearing a white halter dress. Do I have a chance to be in such places? ♥

2011-05-14T23:33:00.003+08:00

"With friendship, it doesn't matter how long you have known each other or how many fights you have had. What matter is who said, " I'll be there for you" and always was and still is."
Dear Iman, Premi and Bling, I miss you guys! XD

2011-05-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

I just had this song playing in my head over and over again. And I've been repeating this song for many many times d. Nice nice song. =)

2011-05-05T07:45:00.007+08:00

I reached office super early today. I have absolutely nothing to do and I decided to blog. 3 months is coming to an end. It's a bittersweet feeling actually. Leaving my beloved daddy and mummy soon. Lots of things has also happened these 3 months.

So it was the second last day of my INTERNSHIP.
I smell freedom.
What did I actually do during my INTERNSHIP?

i Facebook
i Online shopped
i Craps with my bro
i Of course complete my task of the day first la
i Die of boredom sometimes
i Approach strangers and ask for information in order to proceed with my project
i Had meetings - official one.XD.( it was the company's culture apparently)
i Chat with my friend from other department through our company's communicator
i YouTube
i Had Presentation which is the main thing for this Internship
i Had fun sometimes but most of the time NOT
i Had a very strong urge to play Texas Poker but not sure if it is allowed here
i Had a cool blue badge
i Realised that Will.I.Am is our company's Director of Creative Innovation - sounds cool right. -* I tried locating him thru our company communicator but failed XD*

i Met a bunch of great friends around here

Overall, like how I always said,new experience and something new to me. I don't regret coming for this internship. It really got me thinking how I want my future job to be and lots of things. I've gain experience. Something different. Life is all about experience and trying new things isn't it? Well, I'm in it. And I'm about to get my life back in a few days. Chao ♥

2011-04-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

2011-04-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

Good luck Shelle Shelle!

You can do it

Take a deep deep breath.

No more feeling scared and nervous le..

Take it like normal college presentation.

One shot and that's it!

.........................

2011-04-23T18:04:00.005+08:00

Time for a little bloggy update
In exactly 2 weeks- 14 days- 336 hours -20160 minutes- 1209600 seconds
I will officially go back to KL!!
But before that, one last task to go through before my internship ends.

My final presentation.
All these three months of internship is to be decided by my upcoming presentation this coming Wednesday.
I have done what I'm supposed to do, so I guess I'll just hope for the best .
Then after presentation , I'll be freeee. But will definitely miss the friends I've made during my these 3 months of internship. Without them, my internship seems so dull and boring and sad.

I know this might sound weird but I MISS STUDYING. And definitely missing my life back in KL.
I wonder how will it be this time? Will it be different? Hmmm..
.....♥♥♥

2011-04-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tiffany when she is small saying I miss you . How I wish she is still that cute now. XD

2011-04-10T22:09:00.001+08:00

"Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you."
♥

2011-04-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

Chop chop my hair ady last week. Goodbye my old hair. Hi my new shorter hair.

2011-04-07T21:07:00.001+08:00

I'm pretty stressed up. I just want to have my quiet peace time after work. Watch some movie, listen to some music, talk on the phone without any disturbance. But peace just won't come to me.I'm tired. =(

2011-04-05T21:16:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift sings :
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Adam Young from Owl City replied in his cover of the song:
Taylor I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too
I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
'Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.

Taylor Swift - Enchanted ♥

2011-03-20T22:44:00.005+08:00

Introducing my nephews and nieces ♥ ♥

Gideon

Glinton

Tiffany

Caden
Jayden

Dylan

Dyllis aka Mei mei

2011-03-08T22:55:00.006+08:00

My conversation with my 7 years old niece, Tiffany.

Me : Girl, what do you want for your birthday?

Tiffany : Pencil case

Me: No, i bought lots of pencil case for you d

Tiffany : School bag

Me : No, you already got a school bag

Tiffany : Erm, water bottle?

Me : Erm, your water bottle still can use.

Tiffany : Why don't you buy me a house then?

Me : Owh, you mean the big big doll house? Hmmm..

Tiffany: No, the house with staircase inside that can fit me and everyone in.

Me :* Laughing* Okay that one , wait for your birthday 10 years later.

Tiffany : Hmmm. Okay. (sad face). I think I need a phone.

Me: *Laughing while saying "Why don't I get you an iPhone then?"

Tiffany : iPhone? I don't want la. I don't like touchscreen.

Me: *Speechless*. I give up.

-Change topic-
Me: Why don't I bring you go eat and shop?

Tiffany: Okay

Me: *Narrow down the choices, hoping she'll choose my fav one* MCD, SAKAE,KFC. Please choose one.

Tiffany : SUSHI KING!

Me: Faints.

Speaking to her is like how Jamie speaks to me. Now I understand how she feels. Hahaha. XD

2011-03-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

I really wish .......

2011-03-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

I know I can do it. 2 months to go. I know I shouldn't feel so stressful and keep on complaining about the work life that I'm having right now. To think on the positive and bright side, my job wasn't bad at all. From this job I really learned about how the corporate world works and I know I couldn't gain it elsewhere. Everyone there is really helpful and tried their best to help me even though they are so busy with their own job. It's just a bit boring sometimes while waiting for emails to come in so that I can proceed with the work. It's a bit brain cracking when you finally receive the emails, thinking how to proceed. Well, that's what you call challenge right? So, beginning from today onwards, I have decided to stop complaining about my work life and fully utilize it. Learn as many things as possible and that's my gain. I'm going to try my best to complete my project and prepare for my final presentation. 2 months will pass real fast. Good luck to myself. =)

2011-03-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

2011-03-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sheet. Fridge no chocolate. I shall bury myself under my blanket, listen to music and hope tomorrow will be a better day.
I need lots and lots and lots of ♥ and chocolates and salmon and sundae cone.

2011-03-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

2011-03-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

I'm scared..
=(
Maybe I think too much again.....
=(

2011-02-26T08:24:00.002+08:00

Updates updates and updates.
Work and work and work. First week, totally nothing to do.
First day of my work even worse. I wore formal to work as advised by my sis. I listened to her and ended up having everyone in my department to come and tell me "hey, you know our company are allowed to wear casual right?" . I was like *Smiles* " Yeah, just for today".So, for my first day, I have absolutely nothing to do and I ended up counting down to my last day of work. Oh, my first day was on the VDAY. Went out with Prems, Blings,Imans and Boons after work.

Second day of work, I think I have my laptop already. I forgot. Took the laptop and offer the technician who help me to set up my laptop a pear. Lol. Cos i keep keying in the wrong password and he needs to wait for me for quite sometime. Hope my pear makes him happier. Hahaha. Oh, and also the day I got my badge. XD.

Third day is the day where they invited the high high post punya mat salleh come and talk about their financial performance. Great. I almost fall asleep. Really wanna go over and sit with my sis. But she's sitting behind me and I couldn't get to her. Stuck in my place with lots of yawn. Took out my notebook and started drawing.Great way to prevent me from falling asleep. It was so tempting to open up my laptop and start surfing the net but everyone who have their laptop open shows excel and their non stop mails while mine will show Facebook .

Fourth day.
Teambuiling.
Shouldn't be in the same group as my manager. She wants to see my CREATIVITY. Wants me to come out with slogan and dance.hmmm.
Slogan - We are here to perspire so that we can inspire.
Dance - LOL. I was thinking about the chicken dance. hahaha. Nah..
Then we have darts, build buildings with cards and kayak.
My fav part. Kayak!
It was fun!

Second week of work
More and more work to come. I find it stressful at first. But as I know more about it, I find it challenging and I find it kinda fun.Meet with people, ask them teach me how to read their data, block their free time so that I can have meeting with them(Sound so evil). But It's okay.. =)

2011-02-26T08:21:00.001+08:00

I miss you, roomie, dummie, JAMIE XD!!

2011-02-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

The steamboat/gathering/birthday celebration day for M26 humans

2011-02-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

Another version of wedding dress. =)

2011-02-20T13:46:00.001+08:00

Hope he's doing okay..

2011-02-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

2011-02-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

When everyone wants to be the Sun that lights up your life, I will rather be your moon, so that I can shine on you during your darkest hour when the sun is not around.

2011-02-10T16:43:00.001+08:00

Should I?
Should I not?
Should I?
Should I not?
Running out of time ady...

2011-02-09T09:18:00.001+08:00

This is too sweet
♥

2011-02-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

2011-02-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

♥ Awesome song ♥

2011-02-08T16:55:00.003+08:00

I believe that good things will come after the bad things. I'm really glad that it did.
Rainbows comes after the rain
It started out as a bad day.
Daddy lost his car document, car kinda breakdown halfway,was late for interview..
I was really nervous just now cos I was running late for the interview but luckily the interviewer was at a meeting.
But the thing is they didn't even interview me and asked me to come to work straight away tomorrow morning.
Wow, I thought- no interview = lucky thing.
So I asked bout the salary.
Aha... That's the catch.
Lol.
Nah, not enough for me. Haha.
But, everyone's working except me
So went home and the first thing I wanna do is to go Jobstreet and continue searching again.
Checked my email.
And tadaaaaa!!!!
My interview with "The Big Giant" is successful !
I thought my chance with them has gone.
But I made it!! =)

2011-02-01T17:11:00.003+08:00

♥ Rainbows ♥
Where are ya
=(

2011-01-31T16:56:00.002+08:00

Everyone has a past, but that’s just it—it’s in the past. You can learn from it, but you can’t change it.
What passed has passed. Whatever things that happened definitely won't happen again. I'm glad I've really moved one, make the right decision, be with the right person who actually cares for me. ♥
Life's good.

P.S : Can't wait to wear my new dresses for CNY =)

2011-01-31T16:26:00.002+08:00

Love fooling around with daddy's ancient shades♥

2011-01-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

2011-01-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

Don't plan or predict love.
It is an exception to everything that you can plan
Love is the one wild card.
♥

2011-01-26T00:06:00.004+08:00

I wish
♥
It will be easier/simple
I wish
♥
I could say the right thing at the right time
I wish
♥
I could turn back time
I wish
♥
I didn't feel how I feel now
I wish
♥
no more emo/moody-ness
I wish
♥
for happiness

P.S: Everything will be fine right?
Yeah. Everything will be fine..

Be strong , girl.......

2011-01-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Is there anything wrong with my phone, my sim card, his phone, his coverage, or he's hitting the gym?
No reply makes me worried
=(
Maybe i said something wrong?
=(

2011-01-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

*Bunny sign * =3

2011-01-21T10:09:00.005+08:00

A date with my BFF

It's been really really long time since we last hang out. We both have been staying in KL for quite some time but never officially meet up.I missed her. Yesterday was great. We updated each other on what's happening in our lives and yeah, just girls talk. *Heart to heart* Should've done this earlier woman.Reminiscing back our old times.
*Late night calls, crush here and there problems, sneaking out, figuring out so called reason for my dad to allow me to go out,shopping, try to escape from our sports practice. XD)
Miss that moments la.
We're all grown up now.
♥When we're in Form 4 i think..errr...that's what you call memories i guess. Lol

2011-01-21T02:28:00.002+08:00

Last Night by Lee Hom ♥

2011-01-20T08:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, small small things is enough to make me happy.♥

2011-01-19T11:58:00.004+08:00

Lee Jam Jam had her first Tumblr Account.
Yay.
Follow her at :
http://jellyjamie.tumblr.com/
She's been bugging me whole night to teach her bout the setup.
Ended up she settle all by herself.
Clever girl.. (#flat wor. XD)
Cos my brain was too tired to answer her question.
♥

2011-01-18T23:16:00.003+08:00

Finished EXAM!
Finally.
Been out whole day doing the typical stress release way for girls : SHOPPPING!
Got real tired.

I just want to curl into a ball and hibernate for 3 days 3 nights.♥

2011-01-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs. They hold our hands and sit on our laps. They whisper things like “It’s okay. I understand. I too have been sad.” They remind us that sad is okay. It’s not always bad. It is just sad. We need sad books, sad movies and sad songs because they light a little light. They are the hope that we are not alone. Even in sadness. Someone else was there. They wrote about it. They captured it. And they want you to know they understand.

2011-01-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

All the things in life are never meant to last, so do people, you can never hold on to something forever, so learn to live and let go..

2011-01-16T16:18:00.001+08:00

2011-01-16T16:13:00.002+08:00

Don't worry.. I have my babies (Big dolphin, small dolphin, penguin and piggy) to support me.
I'm fine =)

2011-01-15T12:22:00.002+08:00

Can I have the little miss sunshine back?
The one who shines for people to be happy not the one that got everyone worried bout her.

2011-01-15T02:28:00.003+08:00

It's time to wake myself up.
Back to reality.
I have to be tough.
It's not easy but I will slowly pick up the pieces and make it into one ..
I couldn't continue to be this way.
I’ll be brave because the world doesn’t stop for broken hearts ..♥

2011-01-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

It's FRIDAY!
Just came back from watching Guliver's Travel . It was an okay okay movie. Managed to make me laugh though.It's been a long long week for me.Stress, tired cos sleeping time changed to 5 am almost everyday due to exam and silly stuff, stress again, mood swings, lots of blank stares, silly tears, sad songs, lots and lots lots more.How can so many things happened in just a few days...
.

I read his blog.
I saw his status.
I listened to the song he posted.
I'm touched
and
I'm really sorry
I hope he will be fine..
I hope he can understand ..

Okays. Enough of those EMO post. I'll be fine my dear readers. Just need LOTS of salmon, TONS of sundae cone,SOME comedies, LOTS of shopping needed. Bags, shoes, clothes. I won't let you go this time.I'm going to shop til i drop. Screw my life. I'm going to reward and pamper myself with some manicure and pedicure when I'm back to Penang. Then I'll be all ready for Chinese New Year. Oh ya, not to forget too. Gonna spoil myself with good good food and become the world's fattest woman! Yay.

2011-01-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

I'm tired......
I don't know what to do.
It's a screwed up life that nobody will understand.
Walk out of my life, yeah, just walk.
When I got hurt, When i needed someone, When I felt the worst, nobody's there to make me feel better.

2011-01-13T14:12:00.004+08:00

She needs time to heal.
She's afraid.
She doesn't know what to do.
She can't sleep.
Even sleeping with her broken hearted.
She can't concentrate.
She tries to move on to a really sweet relationship with someone who really cares for her.
But she really needs time TO HEAL after everything that happened
She's really really sorry to ruin his mood.
Really really really SORRY
She read his blog
And it makes her feel even worse ....
She fell for someone who isn't there to catch her
She hates to FALL HARD and STAND UP BACK by herself.
She HATES hurting people but ended up hurting people and herself.
She's sorry for all the emo post recently, but yeah. Shit happens in her life.
and it just happened today.
5 AM in the morning.
Waking up with a super headache, gastric and heartache.
With her second last paper tomorrow, I wonder how is she going to survive.

2011-01-12T12:27:00.003+08:00

He never fails to make beautiful and nice songs.
Love his songs
Presenting ...Wang Lee Hom with Firewood , Rice, Salt...
Forget it.
I shall paste the chinese title
*SMILES*

王力宏- 『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』

such a shweet shweet song♥

2011-01-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

So sorry that i hurt you...

2011-01-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

I dislike FOUL language!

2011-01-10T19:36:00.002+08:00

Life's not fair
For everything good things that will happen, there's always sacrifices behind there
Why couldn't everything just happen without anyone getting hurt in the process?
i dont want to make choices
I just want everything to be back to normal
I dont mind, getting hurt myself cos i noe i can bounce back quickly( just like how i did everytime)
but..
one word
I dont usually sigh
cos i dont like people to sigh
but this time
HAIHS!

2011-01-09T02:41:00.003+08:00

I know what i need
A HUG
and someone to tell me that
"everything's going to be okay"
*headache*
I really hope that you can understand me..
And it's 3 AM in the morning
*still staring at the Famous Amos cookies*

2011-01-08T14:50:00.001+08:00

I love the chorus!!

2011-01-07T22:27:00.004+08:00

I wanna go beach,
cover my toes with the soft soft sand,
listen to the waves,
watching the sunset,
til later at night
look up the sky see the stars twinkling and shining at me
just completely shut down my brain
make it stop thinking
*take a deep deep breath*

♥

2011-01-07T18:11:00.002+08:00

How I start my wonderful first day of exam?

Slept at 5 am and woke up at 6 am.
Greeted by a cockroach right at the bathroom door
I couldn't scream for help cos it was 6am in the morning. So I told Lee Jamie who was sleeping,
I was like "Jamie, there's a cockroach staring at me"
and
she's like " I cannot see, I'm not wearing my specs" *sleeps back*
Great. What a bestie.
So i stare and stare and stare at the cockroach. Hoping that it'll get my message and goes away. LOL.
But it didn't.
Running out of time, I threw my slipper and it got killed.

The main point of this post is to announce to my beloved blog readers that
I MANAGED TO KILL A COCKROACH ON MY OWN!
it's an achievement!
=)

That's just the first part of my wonderful morning.
The second part was followed by a super super cold shower at 6 AM in the morning.
Trust me, cold shower was a torture.
Especially when it was 6AM in the morning.
Cold til.........
Indescribable

Third part of my wonderful morning
At 7 something , I received a wake up message from "someone" who i like to call "someone" but apparently he wants me to call him Lawrence Law.
=)
But anyways, he woke up so early just to wake me up .
Wished me luck.
And he slept back
*Pig as always*
Thank you
<3

2011-01-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

Dear Finance,

i will treat you ice cream and lolipops if you have more calculations than theory on Friday.
=)

2011-01-04T03:36:00.002+08:00

I've heard this song centuries ago but didn't really know the story behind this song. After listening to this song together with it's lyrics only I know the sad sad story behind this song.
Don't wait til it's too late....

After some time I’ve finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I’m searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I’m sorry ’bout the things I’ve done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s crying while she’s saying this

Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you traveled so far boy I’m sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I’m going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
Friends

Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s cried while she’s saying this

Chorus

Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said

P.S : I need to release stress at 4am in the morning after whole night of brain cracking finance..

2011-01-03T12:29:00.003+08:00

It's Tiffany's first day in primary school.Too bad I miss this important moment. Sis in law sent me photos of her wearing her school uniform. Called her last Friday which is her first day of orientation. She told me every detail. So cute la. She's like her classroom is placed on the second floor, she's the shortest among all her classmates(ahem, sounds familiar right.XD), she used the pencil case that i bought her and the happiest thing is she told me that she met a lot of new friends and she's happy in her new school. Really glad to hear that =)

2011-01-02T11:13:00.001+08:00

2011-01-02T01:46:00.000+08:00

A heart is a fragile thing. That’s why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile than others. Purer somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass, even the way they shatter is beautiful

2011-01-01T14:33:00.003+08:00

New Year Eve celebrated with my dear housemates and friends.
31/12/2010
Last day of 2010

Venue : PV10

Food of the night : Dominoes Pizza

The silly pigeon on Alvin's laptop that keep all the guys in the house addicted to.

Pizza pizza! =)
(Before)

(After)

(and after after after )

Me with the ugly specs and the silly guys at the back doing silly things.=D

I like this!

The dolphin at the back belongs to meee..

Poker face

Ooops

Getting high-er.. I need my big dolphin for support. haha

The finger doesn't belong to me or Lee Jamie. It belongs to one of the drunkard on the sofa.

All half dead

The silly guys

Obviously Pok's drunk. He ended up calling his GF and talk nonsense. Haha. That's what drunk people do.

Oh my eyes...

Ming kor certified that JJ is drunk at 12.01 am.

Jev and Poks. Poks looks hornayy. haha

2011-01-01T11:54:00.001+08:00

2010-12-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

You make me smile
like the sun,
fall outta bed
Sing like a bird,
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record,
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool,
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold,
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
♥

2010-12-30T09:30:00.000+08:00

While I was preparing myself for class later, suddenly memories of mummy and daddy preparing me for school last time flooded my brain.
Mummy:
The way she used to tie my hair, the way she used to rush me for being so slow in the morning, the way she wakes me up by tickling me, the way she scolded me for having such a dirty black school shoes.
Daddy :
The way he cursed the traffic, rush me rush me and rush me, the way he lectured me in the car for coming out so late, the way he gives me money ( OOO, i love that part)

Awww.. I miss those times. I miss Daddy and Mummy!

2010-12-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

Heart beats til triple the normal rate. You'll never realize how fast it beats when i type the message.I'm as scared as you. But I am sure you have your reason for doing so. *Smiles*

2010-12-28T21:39:00.001+08:00

Just add another reason to smile.
*SMILES*
*SMILES*
*SMILES*
*SMILES*
*SMILES*

2010-12-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

Asian Water Sports Village
21 - 22 December 2010

The Jacuzzi

Briefing by Mr. JetSki before we went down to the lake

Thank god it wasn't raining on that day. The sun shines so bright.

The silly guys aka my housemates

Alvin and Jamie * shweet as always*

Banana boat moments were so much FUN!

Lol. They survived. Victory!

It's the girls' turn! hooray

*posing*

Nadia helping us to get ready while posing for another photo. She's real fun =)

The aftermath - All of us fell into the lake and got ourselves all wet.

The guys with banana boat again. This time is level 2 onwards which they fell 7 times i think. (If I'm not mistaken la)

Alvin looking cool with the JetSki. Jamie must be so attracted to his coolness. XD

Mua with Jam Jam

Mua with Lay Peng

US ! I likey this picture. Nice!

US + Mr.JetSki

JJ and Mr. JetSki enjoying =)

His proud face cos he ate the last piece of the biscuit.

BBQ at night

Fish Spa ! Couldn't put my leg in cos it was too ticklish XD

The guys with the Jacuzzi

Shirene, Jam and mua

As always. The lovey dovey couple. *Jealous*

Girls conquer the Jacuzzi in the morning!

It's beautiful, isn't it?

Last group pictures together before we leave this beautiful + fun place.

~ The End~

2010-12-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

My brain couldn't stop thinking.
I'm confused.
And why does my heart beats til *gosh i dont know how to describe* just now.
Remember the promise to yourself?
Yesh.
Stick to that.

2010-12-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

2010-12-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life....

2010-11-19T22:54:00.001+08:00

谢谢你让我长大了 !
=)